Is it me or just them.

I feel normal of myself, of what I am doing and what I will be doing. I feel like an average person trying to pick up on a difficult task. Really, but I don't want to give up. It's not my ego. It's for the fact that there's still a clinch to success.

So motivate me world. :(

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WHOAAA I HAVENT COMPLETE MY HOMEWORKS!!!

I AM THE LAZIEST PERSON ON EARTH!!!!!

eh no, joel still exists.. hellll i've been procrastinating lately, a lot!

K bye I'll write a blog post about procrastination tmr!

Cya soon!

Thank you

Hi, I'm typing this post at this hour because I've got something important to announce. Thanks to Jamie, cause her present is really beautiful, which is now displaying on my desk. Goodluck for your upcoming exams! All the best!

Team

I hurt my ankle and knee due the volleyball practice over at JJ. I would say that their team bonding is really good. What else can I say.. and what hurts the most was to notice the disappointed look from our coach when only two of us turned up for the training.

At that moment, I feel like a naive stupid idiot training as a team, alone.

All th fun we had

I'm sure there's gonna be more coming up this holidays.
By going with all the plans in kj's iphone, I think holidays should be really fun filled.

Friday was the last day of sch.. for this year. I guess I've learnt a lot but im just not that good enough to put them into use. I need a break, a long long break from all kind of relations. I'm not good at that. Sorry.

Reflection 1

At times, we just have to sit and and question ourselves. What is it that I should treasure. It is a question too difficult to answer because we take many things for granted. & I'm sure, if we were to be removed from one of them, we would miss it for sure. So, treasure.

See myself in 15 years time..

Warmth in the family and kids of my own. Give them the best I can, teach them with love and care. AND GET THEM INTO GEP TEST!!! I'm kidding about the GEP part. I don't need my kids to be the top 10%, I dont need another MI invigilator to pick on them. Maybe to let them know how to appreciate. That's good enough, I guess. They will call me daddy, I will call them sweethearts and maybe ask them what they want for dinner today.

Please do not judge me now.

I can be a drug addict, I can be some mafia boss or some rapist right outside your corridor.

What is exam?

Benedict didn't want me to blog about him peeing so I think I should clarify myself about the previous post that he was not taking a pee but standing there looking at others urinating. hehehehhe i'm kidding lah. (up-to-smth smile) :), don't cry okay.

It's nice to read a blog knowing that they actually mention about you so I think I should mention about people more often, like for example benedict who likes to urine. DONT CRY

Since the last paper ended, I've been enjoying myself which I think is still not enough to recoup for the loss of fun cells in my brain and for joel who really needs it back else it'll be quite negligible to function normally in his head.

and instead of elaborating further...

And we went ahead to watched phobia II right after soeul garden in a THEATER. A horror film and vicky almost pee in her pants. ok skirt. Benedict was having kunming by his side telling him which part of the film will be shocking before he gets any sort trauma in his childhood. OKKKK the film was quite scary and their sound effects were really striking. Covered my ears throughout the whole movie. Joel is the only brave ass...

Then we went for the Hari Raya visits on tuesday. Fun leh :D Faizal, narthis and Sufie's house nice!

Then disappointed thursday out. I don't know how to roller blade. Fell like 20 times then switched it to a bicycle. :( I WILL MASTER IT ONE DAY!

Friday, back to school again. Nothing much to do. Hang out after school, loitered around Westmall spending 20minutes or more deciding something RANDOM but fun to do. Benedict was going all excited for the Kbox at safra so we went ahead to JP. Ahem J.P. Then, after checking the price which is about 13++ to 20++ dollars and I actually decided not to go with the Kbox and benedict almost cried. So sorry lah! We'll go in prepared next time, after I learn how to sing cai hong and some other chinese songs. Hahahahaha. Kj was super nervous as well so hahahahaha. So instead of Kbox, we watched another movie Imagine That!

This is growing up

Chemistry paper today and guess the result will be just like before. It just didnt go well for me at all. yeaaa. Then proceed to the toilet right after exams. Was ranting on and on about the papers until I said smth like " it's getting dark here.." probably because of the lights sensor in the toilet. Bendick being slightly deaf as usual replied "ya its part of growing up.." giving his serious look while aiming his pee at the correct spot.
When the mode were suppose to be disheartened and really down, friends that came by giving a tap on your shoulder telling you things will be alright were truly heartfelt.
So at the end of the day, i guess its really part of growing up.

tsg.

• Gp Mt down. Gp badly done. :(
• Ris Low out. Singaporean's really narrow minded.
• Wow at Lee's wedding, really great huh. Why not just donate 1/4 of it and help the poverty.
• And I can't wait to volley againnnnnnnn.