Reflection 1

At times, we just have to sit and and question ourselves. What is it that I should treasure. It is a question too difficult to answer because we take many things for granted. & I'm sure, if we were to be removed from one of them, we would miss it for sure. So, treasure.

See myself in 15 years time..

Warmth in the family and kids of my own. Give them the best I can, teach them with love and care. AND GET THEM INTO GEP TEST!!! I'm kidding about the GEP part. I don't need my kids to be the top 10%, I dont need another MI invigilator to pick on them. Maybe to let them know how to appreciate. That's good enough, I guess. They will call me daddy, I will call them sweethearts and maybe ask them what they want for dinner today.

Please do not judge me now.

I can be a drug addict, I can be some mafia boss or some rapist right outside your corridor.

What is exam?

Benedict didn't want me to blog about him peeing so I think I should clarify myself about the previous post that he was not taking a pee but standing there looking at others urinating. hehehehhe i'm kidding lah. (up-to-smth smile) :), don't cry okay.

It's nice to read a blog knowing that they actually mention about you so I think I should mention about people more often, like for example benedict who likes to urine. DONT CRY

Since the last paper ended, I've been enjoying myself which I think is still not enough to recoup for the loss of fun cells in my brain and for joel who really needs it back else it'll be quite negligible to function normally in his head.

and instead of elaborating further...

And we went ahead to watched phobia II right after soeul garden in a THEATER. A horror film and vicky almost pee in her pants. ok skirt. Benedict was having kunming by his side telling him which part of the film will be shocking before he gets any sort trauma in his childhood. OKKKK the film was quite scary and their sound effects were really striking. Covered my ears throughout the whole movie. Joel is the only brave ass...

Then we went for the Hari Raya visits on tuesday. Fun leh :D Faizal, narthis and Sufie's house nice!

Then disappointed thursday out. I don't know how to roller blade. Fell like 20 times then switched it to a bicycle. :( I WILL MASTER IT ONE DAY!

Friday, back to school again. Nothing much to do. Hang out after school, loitered around Westmall spending 20minutes or more deciding something RANDOM but fun to do. Benedict was going all excited for the Kbox at safra so we went ahead to JP. Ahem J.P. Then, after checking the price which is about 13++ to 20++ dollars and I actually decided not to go with the Kbox and benedict almost cried. So sorry lah! We'll go in prepared next time, after I learn how to sing cai hong and some other chinese songs. Hahahahaha. Kj was super nervous as well so hahahahaha. So instead of Kbox, we watched another movie Imagine That!

This is growing up

Chemistry paper today and guess the result will be just like before. It just didnt go well for me at all. yeaaa. Then proceed to the toilet right after exams. Was ranting on and on about the papers until I said smth like " it's getting dark here.." probably because of the lights sensor in the toilet. Bendick being slightly deaf as usual replied "ya its part of growing up.." giving his serious look while aiming his pee at the correct spot.
When the mode were suppose to be disheartened and really down, friends that came by giving a tap on your shoulder telling you things will be alright were truly heartfelt.
So at the end of the day, i guess its really part of growing up.

tsg.

• Gp Mt down. Gp badly done. :(
• Ris Low out. Singaporean's really narrow minded.
• Wow at Lee's wedding, really great huh. Why not just donate 1/4 of it and help the poverty.
• And I can't wait to volley againnnnnnnn.

Staying up for no reason=stress=another ugly zit.

Tsssssss.
I got a new wardrobe because the old one was really old. :D
My new phone is coming on friday, cant wait!
Walter's birthday today.
He's a really interesting guy. We talked about almost everything, online. HAHAH! yea but that was last time. Everybody's busy now right. so, happy birthday to him and hope his As this year will be good :D
AND TMR'S DAVID'S BIRTHDAY!
Yea, sent you an ecard, if you read it. HAHAHA! We'll go sentosa straight after our promos and celebrate your ching chun 18! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA, must strip. ^^

Just to assure myself to study after this post, my laptop has been set to self destruction mode after 10 minutes. I'm kidding. I'm lacking of humour. I know, because..

Joel showed me a newspaper article this morning on rent-a-friend business which allows you fake a dad, fake your boss and even fake a best friend. Then it gets really hilarious because..

So while studying in the study room, the year 3s from MI offered me agar agar though we barely know each other. Something that I just need to note down because..

And when I reached home, dinner was already prepared for me and I really appreciate it because..

..because in life, all these little moments cheered you up when you don't really know how to do the Energetics Tests. Isn't life just so great?

Selamat Hari Raya!

• I think I'm too easily vexed. (checked)

Simple conversation with my parent about dinner chocked me up. I think I should lighten down my tone and talk to them nicely instead. After all they are going to cook the dinner for me. BUT WHAT ABOUT MY STUDY PLAN!!!
27th is reaching!!!!!! Getting a new phone, probably a reasonable one which is able to function normally. Then I'll make sure I won't sleep in the bus again and leave it behind on the seat/under the seat!
AND! Mood to study is back! Hope it's not too late. :D

AND TO ALL MY MALAY FRIENDS! READ THE TITLE AGAIN!!

On a lighter note,

I NEED TO MANAGE MY TIME!!!!! A time table can't work for me and i failed everything that was planned. Still, worrying about my exams but nothing has been done yet because I'm (backspaced).
Yes, everyone sure knows procrastination. Pushing everything behind, leaving everyting to the very last. Everyone is doing it but I seems to do especially well for it. Who never thought of doing really well from the start of the year, with the very convinced thought that I might be able to cope. But what, I can think but I can't do. Every thought you made is just as simple but puting them into action,,,,,, might as well just spell procrastination again. Yea I can spell it. I will spell it again and again but I won't be able to accomplish what I just thought of to do for tomorrow. B.T.W I think i'm enjoying more and more time with my family and schoolmates which is good I guess. And yes I can't wait for the very next training after my promos if i'm able to make it through.I should stop demoralising myself and study later!
AND since that IDEAL person just get to know my blog, I shall mention him here. He's a very nice and RELIGIOUS guy. An excellent volleyballer and a VERY COOPERATIVE teammate. Tall and tan. Girls, up for grab, he's single.

HELLO

I.
Am.
Worried.
About.
My.
Promos.
II.
:(